I already feel like I do. But, there are times that I know that I should live my life more to the fullest. I know that there are things that i should be doing in my life. But, I don't want to do them. I have never liked people forcing me to do things. That is something that isn't me. I'm diffrenet then most other people. I guess that I also do so much for people. But, I just enjoy every day in mylife. That is really a good thing.