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Fragile Heart - Westlife Lyrics by Huydepgiai

Until the End of Time - Westlife - With Lyrics

westlife - story of love

My Love..

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I’m all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far


So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far


So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You’re all I’m thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far


So …So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love
See you in a prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

You Light Up My Life...

So many nights, I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me her song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, but now you've come along.

And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.

Rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "Hey, I Love You"
Never again to be all alone.

And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song.

You, you light up my life
You give me hope to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong, when it feels so right

Cause you, you light up my life

What About Now...

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying
Can we see beyond the stars?
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you

What about now,
What about today,
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be,
What if our love never went away,
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find,
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now.

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace
Shadows fade into the light
I am by your side,
Where love will find you

What about now,
What about today,
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be,
What if our love had never went away,
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now.

Now that we’re here,
Now that we’ve come this far,
Just hold on
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

Broken Heart...

*A BROKEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you.

*A BROKEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed.

*A BROKEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning.

*A BROKEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away.

*A BROKEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name.

*A BROKEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears.

*A BROKEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you.

*A BROKEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again.

*A BROKEN HEART is asking desperately for just one last chance with the only person responsible for your loneliness.

*A BROKEN HEART is pretending to not care what his friends are saying about you.

*A BROKEN HEART is forcing yourself to hang up the phone after you have dialed the first three digits to his number.

*A BROKEN HEART is screaming & begging for a second chance inside.

*A BROKEN HEART is the emptiness & heart-wrenching feeling you encounter when you see him with his new love.

*A BROKEN HEART is knowing that no matter what you do or say to yourself, you can't fool your heart into believing that you will in fact "Be Alright."

*A BROKEN HEART is seeing him, & even though it may be the hardest thing that you have ever had to do, you decide to walk away.

*A BROKEN HEART is listening to that one song that makes you break down over & over again.

*A BROKEN HEART sometimes means: not wanting to go on.

coretan rasa rindu...

rindu itu datang lagi

menyapa diri di kala sepi

melakar rasa di lubuk hati

wahai rindu mengapa menghimpit hati?

andai aku tahu ini rasa rindu

merindui si cinta hati yang dikasihi

menyayangi dia sepenuh hati

aku pasti mencari rindu itu dari dulu lagi

akan aku simpan rindu ini

terjalin rapi di tangkai hati

biar tersemat kukuh tidak berlari

merungkai segala kekeliruan hakiki

aku ingin engkau disini

menemani saat aku sepi

aku rindu setengah mati

tanpa kau di sisi

kadang aku lelah

kadang aku sedar

sakitnya menahan rindu

indahnya rasa rindu

aku hanya ada kamu
aku rindu

Roda Kehidupan...

Hidup ini ibarat roda, suatu hari di atas dan kemudian di bawah dan bangkit semula. Hari ini kita mungkin buat salah tapi jika kita bangkit dengan sedar pada esok hari, kita adalah insan yang dirahmatiNya. Sedar dan berusaha untuk berubah. Biar yang lepas itu jadi pendinding untuk akan datang. Mohon maaf di atas sebarang silap dan kekhilafan diri saya. Moga Allah merahmati kita semua.

Reality Hidup...

Dalam kita melangkah..
terkadang di uji dengan ujian yang terasa berat..
hingga kita terduduk dan menangis..
Peritnya terasa, tapi ketahuilah dan renungilah kedalam diri..
Mungkin DIA hadirkan air mata tika itu untuk kita menjahit kembali sejadah iman yang kian terkoyak..
lantaran ada langkah-langkah yang tersasar dari keikhlasan..
Mungkin juga ALLAH mahu anugerahkan sesuatu yang lebih bernilai dan bermakna buat kita..
Semoga kita sabar dan di tetapkan iman...
~amin~

Distance...

Never in a million years did I think I'd find someone so utterly and completely perfect, someone who would make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be, someone that would touch my life so profoundly and just give me a whole new reason to breathe. But then I found you and realized that everything I anticipated you to be doesn't even compare to who you are. ♥

words from my heart....

When we first meet,
You hold me close in your arms,
Your eyes tell me,
How much you loves me more than just a words.

You smile thro night and day,
As happy as I could ever dream,
I’m longing to touch and kiss your warm softly lips,
When it finally did, I knew I belonged in your arms.

I ve kiss you with all the tear’s
I hold you with all my love and heart,
I meant every words I have said,
I love you more than I could show.

I love you with my very heart and soul,
Love you more than you could ever know,
Soft, gently feelings of love,
That I have from deep within me.

Your voice and your image is with me,
And your love that I dream of,
Someone that would do anything for me,
And I’d do the same for you.

Just when I think of you,I just didn’t know that,
I would miss you as much as I do now,
You have brought something into my life,
Love, tears, joy and good times that we share,
And yes….I Love You more than you could ever know.

Dedicated to someone special, words from my heart.

I WOULD LOVE YOU..!!!!

When I first meet you
  I never would have imagined
that I would have
such strong feelings for you..
  I never would have thought
that I would have dreams
about you
or miss being by your side..
or get butterflies in my
stomach when someone
mention your name….
when I first meet you
  I never would have thought
that…..
I WOULD LOVE YOU..!!!!

hANYA pADAMu...

Tidak semua apa yang kita inginkan akan tercapai dan tidak semestinya apa yang tercapai itu membahagiakan. Berpijaklah di bumi yang nyata. Sesungguhnya ALLAH itu maha kuasa dan maha mengetahui sesuatu. sentiasa ingat, kita hanya mampu merancang dan ALLAH lah yang menentukan segalanya. jangan jadi buta kerana cinta, Insyallah jodoh ada di hadapan mu.

Cinta...

Cinta itu buta….
ia turut membutakan kita sebagai manusia….
membutakan mata hati kita…
membuatkan kita hilang segalanya….
cinta itu sesuatu yang subjektif…
sukar untuk mengertikan maksud hati dengan lafaz cinta…
jagalah cinta itu sebaik mungkin…kerana mungkin tiada peluang kedua bagimu…

Kau Ku Rindukan..

" Jika memang diriku menjadi pilihan hatimu,
mungkin sudah takdir kau dan aku bersatu,
ingatlah ku selalu mencintaimu di sepanjang waktuku,
kerana ku yakin cinta dalam hatiku,
hanya milikmu sampai akhir hidupku,
kerana ku yakin di setiap hembusan nafasku,
hanya dirimu satu yang selalu ku rindu...."

Cinta sejati...

cinta itu indah untuk dinikmati
cinta itu hangat untuk dirasai
bukan cinta duniawi yg dicari
tapi cinta ukhrawi yg ingin dkecapi
jika cinta insani yang ditujui
kelak jgan lupa diri
cinta yg suci dan hakiki
adalah cinta kepada Yang Memberi
cinta kpd Ilahi
Empunya diri..
itulah cinta yg sejati..
cinta yang pasti..
hanya mereka yang pandai mencari
musafir cinta dilautan rindu tak bertepi
hanya mereka yg mampu merasai
Cinta Agung penuh misteri..
disinggahsana indah sejuta seri
70 puluh ribu hijab ia dilapisi…
70 puluh ribu hijab ia dilindungi…
Terjaga hebat jauh di lubuk hati..
kepada mereka yg bukan AHLI..
pandai2 membawa diri..
tanya hati,
kenal diri
sesungguhnya mati itu pasti..
cinta yg mana engkau cari
cinta itulah yang engkau tujui..
tinggal duniawi
tinggal insani..
menuju lurus pada Yang hakiki..

I love you..

I ve learned that love will never end,

Loves between two people and two heart,

Loves growing with pain and anger,

Loves grow with such memories and happiness.

Loves has no logic they said,

Yes it’s true, love is blind,

Listen and follow your heart,

May you find, what you been looking for.

I ve learned, when you love someone,

Doesn’t mean together and belong to each other,

Loving and sharing with what you have,

Greatful and thankful with what you got.

Love and desire,

Between two lovers,

Pure, honest and mature love,

No sympathy and no regret.

Happy Quote...

Unless your heart, your soul, and your whole being are
behind every decision you make, the words from your mouth
will be empty, and each action will be meaningless. Truth
and confidence are the roots of happiness..

 

Happiness does not come from doing easy work but from the
afterglow of satisfaction that comes after the achievement
of a difficult task that demanded our best...

 

The happiest people are those who think the most interesting
thoughts. Those who decide to use leisure as a means of mental
development, who love good music, good books, good pictures,
good company, good conversation, are the happiest people in
the world. And they are not only happy in themselves, they
are the cause of happiness in others....

 

Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of
darkness, and the word happy would lose its meaning
if it were not balanced by sadness...

It seems to me that the secret of true happiness in life is to know
what you are and then be content to be that, in style, head up and
proud, and not yearn to be something else...

Renungkanlah sedalam-dalamnya……………….

Tidak,
Jodoh tiada kaitan dengan keturunan. Hanya belum sampai masanya. Ia
bagai menanti jambatan untuk ke seberang. Kalau panjang jambatannya
jauhlah perjalanan kita. Ada orang jodohnya cepat sebab jambatannya
singkat. Usia 25 tahun rasanya belumlah terlalu lewat. Dan usia 35
tahun belum apa-apa kalau sepanjang usia itu telah digunakan untuk
membina kecemerlangan. Nyatakanlah perasaan dan keinginan anda itu
dalam doa-doa lewat sembahyang. Allah mendengar.

Wanita baik untuk lelaki yang baik, sebaliknya wanita jahat untuk
lelaki yang jahat. Biar lambat jodoh asalkan mendapat Mr Right dan
biar seorang diri daripada menjadi mangsa lelaki yang tidak beriman
kemudian nanti.

Memang kita mudah tersilap mentafsir kehidupan ini. Kita selalu
sangka, aku pasti bahagia kalau mendapat ini. Hakikatnya, apabila kita
benar-benar mendapat apa yang kita inginkan itu, ia juga datang bersama
masalah.

Kita selalu melihat orang memandu kereta mewah dan terdetiklah di hati
kita, bahagianya orang itu. Hakikatnya apabila kita sendiri telah
memiliki kereta mewah kita ditimpa pelbagai kerenah. Tidak mustahil
pula orang yang memandu kereta mewah (walaupun sebenarnya tak mewah)
terpaksa membayar lebih tatkala berhenti untuk membeli durian di tepi
jalan. Orang lain membeli dengan harga biasa, dia terpaksa membayar
berlipat ganda.

Ketika anda terperangkap dalam kesesakan jalan raya, motosikal
mencelah-celah hingga mampu berada jauh di hadapan. Anda pun mengeluh,
alangkah baiknya kalau aku hanya menunggang sebuah motosikal seperti
itu dan cepat sampai ke tempat yang dituju. Padahal si penunggang
motosikal mungkin sedang memikirkan bilakah dia akan memandu kereta di
tengah-tengah bandar raya.

Bukan semua yang anda sangka membahagiakan itu benar-benar membahagiakan.
Bahagianya mungkin ada tapi deritanya juga datang sama. Semua benda,
pasti ada baik buruknya.

Demikian juga perkahwinan. Ia baik sebab ia dibenarkan oleh agama,
sunnah Nabi, sebagai saluran yang betul untuk melepaskan syahwat di
samping membina sahsiah dan sebagainya, tapi ia juga buruk sebab ramai
orang yang berkahwin hidupnya semakin tidak terurus.

Ramai orang menempah neraka sebaik sahaja melangkahkan kaki ke alam
berumahtangga. Bukankah dengan ijab dan qabul selain menghalalkan
hubungan kelamin, tanggungjawab yang terpaksa dipikul juga turut
banyak? Bukankah apabila anda gagal melaksanakannya, anda membina dosa
seterusnya jambatan ke neraka?

Berapa ramaikah yang menyesali perkahwinan masing-masing padahal dahulunya
mereka bermati-matian membina janji, memupuk cinta kasih malah ada
yang sanggup berkorban apa sahaja asalkan segala impian menjadi nyata?

Jika tidak sanggup untuk bergelar isteri tidak usah berkahwin dulu.
Jika merasakan diri belum cukup ilmu untuk bergelar ibu ataupun ayah,
belajarlah dulu. Jika rasa-rasa belum bersedia untuk bersabar dgn kerenah
anak-anak, carilah dulu kesabaran itu. Jangan berkahwin dahulu sebab
kenyataannya ramai yang tidak bersedia untuk melangkah tetapi telah
melompat, akhirnya jatuh terjerumus dan tidak jumpa akar berpaut
tatkala cuba mendaki naik.

Berkahwin itu indah dan nikmat bagi yang benar-benar mengerti tuntutannya.

Berkahwin itu menjanjikan pahala tidak putus-putus bagi yang menjadikannya
gelanggang untuk mengukuhkan iman, mencintai Tuhan dan menjadikan
syurga sebagai matlamat. Berkahwin itu sempadan dari ketidaksempurnaan
insan kepada kesempurnaan insan - bagi yang mengetahui rahsianya.

Berkahwinlah anda demi Tuhan dan Nabi-Nya, bukan berkahwin kerana
perasaan dan mengikut kebiasaan. Jodoh usah terlalu dirisaukan, tiba
masanya ia akan datang menjemput, namun perlu juga anda membuka
lorong-lorongnya agar jemputan itu mudah sampai dan tidak terhalang. "


"Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari..
Dia datangkan petir dan kilat..
kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya,
kemana hilangnya sinar..
Rupa-rupanya.. Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.." "

Long Distance Love...

When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Don't Tell Me You Love Me..

Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere
For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear.
Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again
It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend.
Think of all in life that will be missed
because of one small broken promise
So, when I put all of my trust deep within you
Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.

Drifting

I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.

I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.

You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.

I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.

For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.

Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?

It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.

I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.

It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.

Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?

Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?

Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?

Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.

My Friend..

We all need someone
To talk to in our life,
A friend to whom we run
In times of stress or strife

A friend who's always there
Throughout the years,
A friend we know will care
And take away our fears.

A friend who's always near,
Waiting for our call,
To wipe away our tears,
And lift us when we fall.

A loving friend indeed,
On whom we can depend
To fulfill our every need -
Thank you, precious friend

Love At First Sight..

Is there such a thing as love at first sight?
That's the question I used to ask
Until I laid eyes on you.
How is it possible to feel so much for a
stranger, a passerby?
Love has no limits, no color, no time.
That's when I realized I had fallen in love -
Love at first sight.

Quiet Emotions..

I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.

The Mistake You Cannot Forget...

You say you cannot forget
And you aren't ready to forgive
But I need your friendship
More than you'll even know
I need you there to live

Without you by my side today
Life's been going, oh so slow
I miss your calls
Our endless talks
The places we would go

You can't even bear to look at me,
And I know my mistake
For because of one night,
And a few thoughtless actions,
When you saw me you ran and hid

I know we cannot take it back
As much as we would like to
But we could forget
And start all over
Just friends, that's me and you

If time is what you need,
Then I guess that's what you'll get
But I need you there for me soon,
My friend,
I hope you will forget.

Many Times In My Life....

Many times in my life I have disappointed you,
and begun to stray.
But you have pointed me in the right direction,
and sent me on my way.

Many times in my life I've needed a helping hand,
and someone to pull me up.
It was you who gave that helping hand,
and always cheered me up.

Many times I've been sad and down,
and taken it out on you.
But you stood by me and comforted me,
In times that I was bad.

Many times I've needed support,
and to know someone was there.
It was you who held me up,
and showed me how to care.

Many times I've wanted to tell you this,
But never got a chance.
You have helped me out in life,
and got me where I am.

You were there for me through thick and thin,
You never gave up on me and you taught me how to care.
From the deepest of my heart I want to say I love you,
And to thank you for being there for me in times of good or bad.

Life's Choices...

Life is full of choices
Make sure you pick the right one
Don't listen to the voices
Hear only yours and you have won

Many people will tell you
You need to change your looks
Don't take to heart their view
Fabulous bods are found only in books

There is only one voice
That you should listen to
It will help make the right choice
That is perfect just for you

Your looks are your own
Someone will always love you
You will never be alone
Look in the mirror and you'll see who

A Rose

A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain!

How to Be a Successful Person...

Success comes with hard work. In order to succeed you must have the desire and the determination to succeed. Not many people will be successful in life but success can be achieved. Here are some tips to succeed.

Instructions

1. • 1
     First you must believe in yourself and your ability to succeed. Without believing in yourself you have already lose the race. In everything you do you should exude a high level of self-confidence.
   • 2
     Work Hard and be very discipline. Success do not come overnight, you must work hard for it and be discipline. Without these two, it is almost impossible for you to be successful. It won't be easy, but it can be done. As the famous quote goes, "Heights of great men reached and kept were never attained by sudden flight, but they, while their companions slept, kept toiling onward through the night."
   • 3
     Balance your life. It is important that we remember that even as we work hard we should take some time to have fun. There is time for everything, set a time to have fun and never neglect your family and friends. It is also important to remember that we should get the work done first, and then have fun.
   • 4
     Have good manners. As individual we should always show respect to other persons and distinguished ourselves as ladies and gentleman. As a famous Jamaican proverbs goes, "Manners carry you through the world and back without a penny."
   • 5
     Take time to educate yourself and become qualified. Never assume that you learn as much and that your job is safe. In this global economy in order for anyone to succeed they must have the necessary tools to be successful, and that include having an education.
   • 6
     Do not let the pass define who you are, you define who you are. No matter what your background is you can break through any barriers, if you just follow the steps above.
   • 7
     Never forget where you're coming from. Many persons in life after they have achieved some status they neglect or 'bad mouth' where they are coming from and often times, their family. This is a sure recipe for failure in the future as the same ones you talk badly about now can be the one who rescue you in the long run.

VULNERABLE OF FALLING

I thought I'm already fully guarded towards falling for someone, but I was wrong. I'm still vulnerable of falling, especially when that someone makes me feel that I'm important (or that's just what I thought).

Your music still echoes especially at night when I'm about to sleep. I still cry when I remember how you were so sweet and thoughtful and nice, but everything was just a lie. It hurts a lot because I fall for you unconsciously.

I know that you happened for a reason, maybe it's to remind me that I'm still alive and that I have every right to feel love and affection for someone. You're an angel that happened in my life just when I needed someone to keep me sane all throughout pressure and frustration. Even just for a month, you've turned my life around, and I want to thank you for dropping by.

I should be angry at you, but I don't feel any anguish towards you. I still pray for you and your family. You may have hurt me but I don't blame you, I was foolish enough to get myself into the water and let myself drown, I thought somehow someone would save me, but no one did.

I know someday I'll see you again, or maybe I won't, we still don't know. I just hope we'd be able to recognize each other and I hope I can find the courage to say "hi" when that happens.

FIND ME

You were always there, always just a friend.

All the while I had loved, lost, regretted, never realizing you were more than just there, more than just around. I'll admit I was never a good friend to you, too many lies, too many unanswered calls. Now I've lost you. When I finally realized it was you, it was always you, you were gone. Maybe circumstances can change, and somehow I can show you who I really I am. Until then I will wait, like you did for so long; I will be here.

Find me.

NOTHING LIKE SOMEONE

I hate you!

I hate the way you make me smile. I hate the way you make me laugh. I hate the way you can make me do anything that you want me to and I never say "No". I hate the way you make me cry. I hate the way you make me feel when your around. I hate that you lead me on and then make me look desperate.

I hate that you are the only thing that I think about. I hate that you say I am just a friend. I hate that you touch me and then ignore me. I hate that you tickle my feet and actually make me weak in the knees. I hate the way you let me sleep in your bed but then wont even kiss me.

I hate that you are nothing like someone I would ever be attracted to. I hate that you do not love me.

I actually don't hate any of these things except for the fact that I actually love you.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.